Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting

[[Birthdays]]

~~Jieying 7.2.1991~~
~~Kelly 23.2.1990~~
Fangting 23.2.1991
~~Yanni 28.2.1991~~
~~Shermaine 7.3.1993~~
~~Joanne 16.4.1992~~
~~Charis 30.4.1991~~
~~Louisa 7.5.1992~~
~~Felicia 25.5.1992~~
~~Rachael 2.6.1993~~
~~Sonya 5.6.1989~~
~~Kaifong 19.6.1989~~
~~Kimberly 13.7.1992~~
~~Qimin 20.7.1992~~
~~Tracy 2.8.1993~~
~~Xinhui 11.10.1991~~
~~Chengmun 19.10.1992~~
~~Cheryl 4.11.1990~~
~~Wenjing 8.11.1993~~
~~Chinara 11.11.1992~~
~~Thalia 13.11.1992~~
~~well... 15.11.1992~~
~~Seowshan 1.12.1992~~
~~Chinpei 10.12.1992~~

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when u broke her, did u notice?
everything she did was for u
but when u finally get back
all thats left is a breeze of wind
she was so broken hearted
and u still shattered her further
all that mattered to her
was U

Mittwoch, Oktober 06, 2010

Life.....

he was right
how do you know whether its like, or "like"
and i keep wondering, who is that person he keeps referring to?
it sounds familiar, yet there's this uncertainty

yea so i have this hao3 gan3 about you
but you don't realise
you probably don't even care

but the mixed signals make me so confused

i just wish i could understand what you're thinking

and yes, it hurts
when i'm happy, i'm at the top of the world
yet the slightest things you do can send me crashing back down

please either help me get off this rollercoaster
or at least understand how it works

appearing offline doesn't really solve my problem haha

me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:18 PM

i want to continue living this way :: where many parts of my life are perfect :: with a few good friends :: while i enjoy life (= ::