Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting
Samstag, Februar 24, 2007
Life.....
u dont know me
if u did u would have known how i felt
u didnt
and u think im mad cos of the coh thing
im not
is it my fault i actually care and u dont?
is it a crime to be friends with ppl younger than me?
u had to hit that spot
its mean
i think its unfair to assume so much and say im assuming
u know how helpless i feel when i see 2 people who are my friends sick?
u know how lousy i feel when someone cries and i cant do anything?
u didnt care about them
so why pretend?
did u ever know?
did u even bother to notice?
so what if i have few friends my age
so what if i make friends with ppl younger by a year?
why are u making such a fuss about it?
whats wrong with wanting to be friends with others
cos ppl like u dont care abt ppl like us
and i need some ppl to actually rely on
as in not the kind who will get all huffy for no good reason
or the kind who will try to fit in with unkind ppl
so i was upset
not mad
and u cant tell the difference
wad has been going on all this time?
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:57 PM
Freitag, Februar 16, 2007
Life.....
sry la
if u knew me well u wld have known wad was wrong
i can help others
why cant i help myself?
i can tell others to go get back their friends
but i couldnt tell myself to
i can make ppl feel welcome
but i cant make myself feel welcome
i can stop ppl from being left out
but i cant avoid being left out
its so unfair
i can help ppl with their problems
but i cant solve my own
i can tell ppl theres hope
but i cant say im confident of my future
i can say must work hard
but i only can do badly
maybe this hol will cool me off
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:22 PM
Freitag, Februar 09, 2007
Life.....
so i go for lunch
and it happens that when i alw wait im nv waited for
u know how mad it makes me?
then i walk everywhere and i dun get a call at least asking where i am
told ya im insignificant
and then i get bored out
cos i have nth to do while everyone is talking
and then i go and stone there for so long
doing absolutely nth
and i get pitied
I DUN NEED SYMPATHY
dun try tt on me
doesnt work
another lousy day
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:33 PM
Montag, Februar 05, 2007
Life.....
i've done my good turn
i didnt study or finish my work
but i helped someone
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:44 PM
Freitag, Februar 02, 2007
Life.....
dun force me la
i cant
sitting in front of the com making my mum not see me cry
means not wiping my nose,
my eyes are blurry
and my towel is wet
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:00 PM
Donnerstag, Februar 01, 2007
Life.....
im sorry if i cant be ur definition of perfect
and that i cant be a meek person and not stand up for our rights
i wouldnt have cared so much if i dont bother abt my friends
if u dont trust my yan guang
then why bother?
maybe ive seen too many things
but so far how many have been wrong?
this week was really lousy
theres the whole german trip thing
who says im strong?
then my mood was super lousy today can
i snapped at many ppl
cant help it
u try being me
i really tried
but when the news came i dont believe
i can tell her tt shes great
but i cant tell myself i can do it
now everytime i think of going back there i want to cry
im sorry la i cant do it
and theres still tmr
dun blame me if i break down halfway
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at9:57 PM
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