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[[Birthdays]]

Jieying 7.2.1991
Kelly 23.2.1990
Fangting 23.2.1991
Yanni 28.2.1991
Shermaine 7.3.1993
Joanne 16.4.1992
Charis 30.4.1991
Louisa 7.5.1992
Felicia 25.5.1992
Rachael 2.6.1993
Sonya 5.6.1989
Kaifong 19.6.1989
Kimberly 13.7.1992
Qimin 20.7.1992
Tracy 2.8.1993
Xinhui 11.10.1991
Chengmun 19.10.1992
Cheryl 4.11.1990
Wenjing 8.11.1993
Chinara 11.11.1992
Thalia 13.11.1992
well... 15.11.1992
Seowshan 1.12.1992
Chinpei 10.12.1992


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when u broke her, did u notice?
everything she did was for u
but when u finally get back
all thats left is a breeze of wind
she was so broken hearted
and u still shattered her further
all that mattered to her
was U

Mittwoch, Januar 31, 2007
Life.....
have decided to remove my pass so i can get in without retyping over and over
i trust u not to say anything

i've held on all this while
but now they've just crushed a young girl's dream
her confidence

i know u're feeling sorry for me
dont

its like nths going right
shes like making me do stuff
wont blame u if u helped
but i'll blame myself for letting ppl around me be bai3 bu4-ed

and now this

and tmr

im really scared

dun want to go to sch
its going to do sth to me
i know sth bad will happen
and i have to sit there and wait for it to happen


me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at9:58 PM






Sonntag, Januar 14, 2007
Life.....
u said its up to us
but u didnt mean it
u took ur initiative
i dun need u to lie if it meant it made me feel happier
u cld have told the truth and i wouldnt have minded
cos its all fair
but u were a hypocrite
and cos of this
i get real angry when i see stuff like tt


me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:16 PM






Sonntag, Januar 07, 2007
Life.....
why is it when i say something that makes sense
u think im being mean to her?
and that im being naggy and nosy?
and that u can manage everything?
though i nv did see it managed?

tell me if u dont need my concern
i can stop being so concerned
if u dont want me to care
i shant

and if those things mean more than our friendship
u can just say that
dont make excuses

my bones keep making cracking sounds when i yawn
i think theres sth wrong cos it hurts to open my mouth big enough to fit food inside
and if u still havent found out
its enough to say u dont bother


me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:28 PM






Samstag, Januar 06, 2007
Life.....
am like so angry
i do my own work
and so shld u
i cant do wad u have to and let u get wad u want
u work for urself

might seriously quit german if things dont get better
am under alot of pressure
u want me to work?
then give me a good reason
and i stayed on for the thought of going germany
now that only 12 can go
i prob cant
so i have to think abt staying
teacher is ununderstandable

i dun understand why u wont quit acting that way
u have to pretend to be good
then tell others to help u do
so wads the whole point?
and then when u dont need help
we become invisible
when u do,
u just take it like we are there to serve u alone
its hard
maybe i shld try not to see u

i think i might move blog add again
cos this place prob found alr
if u can actually hack in
and u're so interested to find my new blog
ask me

i dont know how much this means
u'd rather talk then lead those ppl today
u'd rather sit there and talk to her then do wad u supp to do
and i dont see ur initiative
so im not like happy with it
but as i said
i wash my hands of it

what exactly do u think i am?
if u thought abt it
u nv say ok when i ask
and u can get brainwashed so easily
so u think i have no feelings
and when im trying so hard
u're not making any effort
and wad exactly am i doing all that for?
u think i like doing stuff for?
u think its easy to do it when theres no help?
i need to know what i am to others

when u finally decide
come find me

im not online to others
they dont know im here

didnt feel like having u go off first


me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at11:15 PM








i want to continue living this way :: where many parts of my life are perfect :: with a few good friends :: while i enjoy life (= ::
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