Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting

[[Birthdays]]

~~Jieying 7.2.1991~~
~~Kelly 23.2.1990~~
Fangting 23.2.1991
~~Yanni 28.2.1991~~
~~Shermaine 7.3.1993~~
~~Joanne 16.4.1992~~
~~Charis 30.4.1991~~
~~Louisa 7.5.1992~~
~~Felicia 25.5.1992~~
~~Rachael 2.6.1993~~
~~Sonya 5.6.1989~~
~~Kaifong 19.6.1989~~
~~Kimberly 13.7.1992~~
~~Qimin 20.7.1992~~
~~Tracy 2.8.1993~~
~~Xinhui 11.10.1991~~
~~Chengmun 19.10.1992~~
~~Cheryl 4.11.1990~~
~~Wenjing 8.11.1993~~
~~Chinara 11.11.1992~~
~~Thalia 13.11.1992~~
~~well... 15.11.1992~~
~~Seowshan 1.12.1992~~
~~Chinpei 10.12.1992~~

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when u broke her, did u notice?
everything she did was for u
but when u finally get back
all thats left is a breeze of wind
she was so broken hearted
and u still shattered her further
all that mattered to her
was U

Freitag, März 31, 2006

Life.....

I dun care anymore
All u do is mislead me
And then hurt me
I never got the chance to be myself and enjoy myself
Everyone hates me
Nobody believes that I can do it
Well,
So what is life about?
I never learned
I always made the same mistake
Of making friends who treat me as soft toys
Like then play
Dun like then throw
I have feelings
I have most of the things u all do
I am just like all of u
Why am I always hurt the most?
I never did anything
Why?
I am not the evil kind of person like those in sch
I try when I want to
So why doesnt anyone believe that I studied hard?
Why doesnt anyone just tell me good luck?
All I get is 'so what if u downloaded the worksheets?'
'that doesnt prove anything'
'like u will study'
'u have to study wad'
'who cares'
'somebody loves german but wants to drop'
'i dun care'
'wad does it prove that u downloaded?'
First time I am so hardworking
U are crushing my spirit
I am not going to lose to u
I will get better
I will have really tried
and then u will eat ur words

me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at7:06 PM

Dienstag, März 28, 2006

Life.....

"When two children are friends, the very fact of their friendship serves as a magnet that attracts a third person. Very often the two friends want to share their love and their fun with another person.They may also want an audience to admire their friendship. That is okay as long as the new one is content to respect and admire the original two. However, when there are three people involved in any situation the late arrival[A] will eventually want full status. And inevitably each pair in the trio will discuss the absent third member. Suddenly the trio breaks down into one tightly bonded pair of children[A, B] plus one on the outside[C]."

Quoted from book by michael thompson and catherine o'neill grace with lawrence j. cohen

Know what?
I feel like C
so confused

me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at5:17 PM

i want to continue living this way :: where many parts of my life are perfect :: with a few good friends :: while i enjoy life (= ::