Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting

[[Birthdays]]

~~Jieying 7.2.1991~~
~~Kelly 23.2.1990~~
Fangting 23.2.1991
~~Yanni 28.2.1991~~
~~Shermaine 7.3.1993~~
~~Joanne 16.4.1992~~
~~Charis 30.4.1991~~
~~Louisa 7.5.1992~~
~~Felicia 25.5.1992~~
~~Rachael 2.6.1993~~
~~Sonya 5.6.1989~~
~~Kaifong 19.6.1989~~
~~Kimberly 13.7.1992~~
~~Qimin 20.7.1992~~
~~Tracy 2.8.1993~~
~~Xinhui 11.10.1991~~
~~Chengmun 19.10.1992~~
~~Cheryl 4.11.1990~~
~~Wenjing 8.11.1993~~
~~Chinara 11.11.1992~~
~~Thalia 13.11.1992~~
~~well... 15.11.1992~~
~~Seowshan 1.12.1992~~
~~Chinpei 10.12.1992~~

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when u broke her, did u notice?
everything she did was for u
but when u finally get back
all thats left is a breeze of wind
she was so broken hearted
and u still shattered her further
all that mattered to her
was U

Mittwoch, September 08, 2010

Life.....

2 years since the last post here

idk what you think, or why you're acting like this
everytime you act like im not impt, my self esteem takes another dive

like what happened on mon

so you said you were sick
and that you wanted to stay at home to rest and mug history
then when i get home,
i hear you getting excited about how you created another website

ever thought about how i feel?

and usually im the one who starts to talk and stuff
except official things

maybe i seem different
but its cos i dont want to let myself fall any deeper into this
been through it before
it hurts
a lot

and as i try harder
please stop sending me these mixed signals

its dangerous to be too close to your friends
especially those of the opposite gender
you'll never know what it will turn out like

me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:34 PM

i want to continue living this way :: where many parts of my life are perfect :: with a few good friends :: while i enjoy life (= ::