Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting

Mittwoch, November 15, 2006
Life.....
Yanni- the toiiinng football
Mum- sudoku X
Dad- blue doggie
thank god i have huggables
i really need it
whats the meaning of many happy returns?
of happy birthday?
when u dont get one from ppl saying it
my rubbish bins full
and its mostly tissue
my voice is hoarse
and its not cheering or screaming
my nose is red
and its not the flu
or rudolph
its like no one even cares
yanni does
other ppl
patrol pres usually i buy wad
of course i dun get any
and webcam isnt facing me
its unplugged
those optimists arent helping
they're making me feel worse
and u?
wads wrong with u la
i wonder how many ppl rmbered
without reminders
u still here de hua
thanks for rmbering
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:58 PM
Dienstag, November 14, 2006
Life.....
please dont rmb
dun want to be embarassed again
its very malu
u rmb but u dun have it
aiyah this year axemanship again
shucks
and precamp
no plans
prob wont have any
i want everything to go great
the best gift
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:16 PM
Donnerstag, November 09, 2006
Life.....
met at 9
but she left the shell there
told me to either keep it or to leave it there
left it there
and went home at 12
u can guess wad i did if u knew me
bingeing just now
no this is not what i meant
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at6:37 PM
Mittwoch, November 08, 2006
Life.....
You know who we're talking about — the person who always has their head on straight, who can sound reasonable even in the most unreasonable of times, and who makes you calmer just by standing in the same room as you. Whether you've known them all your life or recently met them in yoga class, there's just something about this calming companion that made you realize from the very beginning you wanted them in your life.
This highly evolved, kind, caring, and soothing sidekick has a contagiously peaceful presence. Their grounding influence and nurturing heart give you a spiritual boost you don't easily find with others. The two of you share an appreciation for individual expression that makes any time a perfect time to spend together.
you're a compassionate person who cares about others. This strong people-sense makes you more skilled than most at understanding individuals' differences and reading others' moods. Above all, you're looking for a steadfast, loyal partner who you can trust to stand by you in good times and bad.
You have a philanthropist's head and heart and tend to help people whenever you can. That's the way in which you find yourself rising through the ranks. You probably believe that by being in touch with other people's thoughts and feelings, you will better be able to put yourself in their shoes, and therefore, know what they're thinking. And when you can get into people's heads, you're better able to make critical business decisions. But while this is a happy byproduct of your approach, there is a genuine sincerity in your interest in other people's lives. You're not just in it for yourself.
You place a higher value on loyalty than many people do. Because you're thoughtful, you have the ability to relate well to others. In fact, you may see yourself as someone who brings people together.
but no one cares
i really want the pendant
of course if theres a pendant better to have chain also
but i want the pendant more
u keep asking me what i want
but u dont get what i want
whats the point?
i alr have the list anw
check history
guess this is going to be another giftless year
cos im born in the hol
and no one knows what i want
or rather they wont give me what i want
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:05 PM
Dienstag, November 07, 2006
Life.....
alone in the world
u didnt have to treat me like this cos of tt
u didnt have to embarass me in front of them
u didnt have to act
u didnt have to fit in this type of group
u didnt have to be sarcastic
u didnt have to be so busy
u didnt have to be gone
u didnt have to be unsympathatic
u didnt have to ruin my day
it was hard
starting to detest hol
people are all trying for acceptance
but when u get overboard
its hard to be still
when u try to be different
they think u're weird
when u are being nice
they ignore u
ITS UNFAIR
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at11:06 PM
Freitag, November 03, 2006
Life.....
no one noticed
anw went to cut wires again
400 degrees liquid
and it splashes
k got to wake early again
need to try hard
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at11:06 PM
Mittwoch, November 01, 2006
Life.....
if anyone gt me a gift
which is highly unlikely
i rather have notice then buy what i need to find out i have it as a gift
thats the thing abt a birthday in the hol
it remains unknown to people who dun care
and ppl who do, will rmb
will anyone rmb?
its weird ok
one goes off when the other comes on
then the other goes off too
does anyone even care
i just went on my first day of work
or not really first day
have been at it for awhile
just tt i nv get paid and i dun work full day
and today
i did
i got my guts out to finish it
but it seems like no one even bothers
but u wont see me cry
not when u have what i want
my hands and legs are sore but not one cares anw
u may not see me online for a long long time
and its not cos im not here
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:54 PM
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