Ly- love or hate? both are equally hurting
Samstag, Dezember 30, 2006
Life.....
face it
shes not coming
why wait till so late for her?
why come so early when she said she will see me today?
why search for the whole long list of people when u're not in it and u're not one of those 2 ppl?
why do so much?
i dont need the approval of someone popular
i've been through this before
when someone says shes coming
i always come early
but how many times have they ever come?
face it
she didnt ask u cos she wanted to be friends
she asked u to be polite
or to get through the first few days
why would she when she's so liked by the class?
face it
she lied
and everytime u trust someone they always lie
i've tried
i told them cos i didnt want them to find out themselves and blame me
but they get angry all the same
face it
she didnt mean it
so why am i trying so hard?
i could be sleeping now
but i chose to stay up cos i thought she'd be here
and there isnt even a msg to say she wasnt coming
blame urself
not anyone else
for trusting too easily
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:33 PM
Mittwoch, Dezember 13, 2006
Life.....
that was so mean
who says u're the queen
even if u are
u dont have the right to do that
-i hide a tear everyday-
its enough for a pond
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:46 PM
Dienstag, Dezember 12, 2006
Life.....
just been asked to do sth i didnt want to
com broke down
and no ones answering my calls
isnt life perfect
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:06 PM
Sonntag, Dezember 10, 2006
Life.....
wads e point of asking me to ask her if u asked alr?
abit the ask urself dun tell me to
i have a feeling u lied
i talked to her on fri
she thinks so too
why fired just before tt?
when someone u dun like says a million 99% mean things
u dun mind
cos they dun matter
but when someone u like says 1 mean thing
it can get u really bad
shes in my class
how can u leave me like that
u just rushed off to ec
and now i may be stuck in this situation
u say it easy
u dun have to face her for e rest of ur secondary life
diff cca
diff class
im seeing her for 2 years
though she not in cca
all u have to do is face a *****
i have to face someone who prob lied
its hard
u can tell me the truth
i can face it
if u lie
i cant
its worse
cos i alw seem to find out
i nv minded
u might not be related to them
im fine with it
and if u think im not mad at u, think again
cos im mad at many ppl
and i have good reasons
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:22 PM
Samstag, Dezember 09, 2006
Life.....
maybe its reality
and i cant face it
'i know u didnt mean it that way'
that was when i was eating pizza
'u shld feel honoured'
after i cried
'cherish it'
5 min before its over
'the number of wishes come true'
1 day before christmas
'keep in touch?'
days before it ended
why is life so cruel?
maybe i made the wrong choices
maybe i should have done what my heart and not my mind told me
maybe if i had taken a different path things wouldnt be like that
all she needed was an sms
yes she teased me loads
she stood up for me
she was my friend no matter how much her friends told her
i might have made a wrong choice
if i had stayed outside at carpark 26
for tue and thu
it wouldnt have broken
now i dont know who i am to others
they never said a word
they nv told me who i was
me *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
at10:55 PM
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